On Cynicism and Criticism

I’ve recently been questioning my cynicism and criticism of others and issues of faith. I know that I’ve ruffled many a feather by making arguments against denominational groups, teachings extolling moderation in behaviour (especially Christian living), my stance on the AWARE issue, money and so on. Looking back, I have not endeared myself to others in such arguments as I tend to be very aggressive and belligerent. At the same time, I will not change my stance.

At the same time, I am fully and painfully aware of my many failings in actually practising what I preach. I talk about not being tied to money and status and yet I wrestle with wanting to live a comfortable life. I want to live a life of integrity, to walk the talk.

Enough with talking. Time to walk it.

At long last, I am going to post. I don’t know why I haven’t posted for so long. I guess that I’ve been busy and while there are many moments of inspiration, there are few moments to pen them down. I guess in a sense, it’s been rather wasted.

So I’m in the UK. It’s been fun just meeting up with people and hanging out. I also watched Wicked which is now one of my favourite musicals, together with Joseph, Oliver!, Into the Woods and Annie. :) Here’s a little wisdom from that musical:

Elphaba, where I’m from, we believe all sorts of
things that aren’t true. We call it – “history.”

(sung) A man’s called a traitor – or liberator
A rich man’s a thief – or philanthropist
Is one a crusader – or ruthless invader?
It’s all in which label
Is able to persist
There are precious few at ease
With moral ambiguities
So we act as though they don’t exist

I would like to go back to theatre sometime. But too many things clamour for my attention. We’ll see.